WHO ARE YOU TRYING TO IMPRESS?
You know when you’re being fake.
You know when you’re saying what people want to hear, acting unaffected when you’re not, trying to prove yourself, or carrying yourself a certain way because you care more about how you’re perceived than whether it’s actually who you are.
So who are you performing for?
Your wife? Your husband? Your parents? Your friends? Your kids? Yourself?
And how long are you going to keep doing it?
I’m not interested in the version of you that you’ve built for everyone else.
I want to know who you actually are.
Because if you don’t know, that’s the problem.
I KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE.
For most of my life, I cared way too much about what other people thought of me.
I wanted the best public image. I wanted to be the best athlete. The best provider. The best protector. The guy who was unaffected by everything. The guy who had his emotions under control and could carry everything without anyone knowing what was actually going on underneath it.
Those aren’t bad things to be. My reason for being them was the problem. If I could look a certain way on the outside, then other people would think highly of me. Meanwhile, I knew there was a disconnect between the person I wanted everyone else to see and the person I actually was.
I did it with religion too. I used certain terminology and presented myself as being in a certain place with God because I didn’t want to disappoint family members by admitting that I didn’t believe the same things they did anymore. I acted unaffected when I wasn’t.
I held everything in instead of showing emotion. I let people walk over me because I didn’t want confrontation. And then there was failure. There were things in my life where I got close to what most people would consider success and didn’t make it.
In my mind, I failed. So eventually I created a way to protect myself from experiencing that again. I wouldn’t put everything I had into something. Because if it didn’t work, I could always say: Well, I didn’t really give it everything. It was a built-in fallback system. And it was bullshit.
I was protecting myself from failure while also making damn sure I could never find out what would happen if I actually went all in. Eventually, I had to stop looking outside of myself for validation and start being honest about who I actually was. And somewhere in that process, I started remembering something about myself that I had forgotten a long time ago.
I NEVER LOST MY GIFTS.
I FORGOT THEM.
When I was around five or six years old, I could see energy around people. Different colors. Different sizes. Different densities. I thought everybody could see it. My parents would catch me staring at people and tell me to stop staring. They didn’t know I wasn’t really looking at the person. I was looking at what was around them.
As I got older, I started learning through religion what I was supposed to believe about spirituality. What was acceptable. What wasn’t. What was supposedly “of God” and what I was supposed to be afraid of. I didn’t have anyone to talk to about what I was experiencing.
So I stopped paying attention to it. I didn’t lose it. I forgot it. Years later, in chiropractic school, it started coming back. I would put my hands on classmates and patients and know where I needed to go. I could feel what was happening in their body. I would be brought directly to the area that needed my attention without consciously knowing why.
At first I thought: Well, yeah. I learned this in school. Except I hadn’t. The more I did it, the more obvious it became that a lot of what I was perceiving had never been taught to me. I was being guided. I started understanding how energy and the physical body worked together, and the more I trusted what I was perceiving, the stronger it became.
Then I had a vision that changed everything...
I was standing on the edge of a mountain when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Yeshua.
He opened my palms upward. His hands were glowing with white light. He placed His hands over mine and my palms began to glow. When He removed His hands, the light stayed.
And He told me: “This is Christ’s light, and you will use this to heal.” I woke up and immediately told my wife. Then I started using it. I practiced. I experimented. I trusted what I was being shown. And I started seeing what happened when I combined that light with the knowing I already had when I tuned into someone’s body.
That became CHRISTOS. Christos means the anointed one. When I tune into someone, I can feel where I’m being brought. I can perceive what is happening within the body and where my attention needs to go. Then I work with the Christ Light there. The easiest way I can explain it is almost like an energetic surgery through light.
I’m not forcing your body to do anything. I’m listening to it and working with what I’m shown.
CHRISTOS
PRIVATE CHRIST LIGHT HEALING SESSION
CHRISTOS is for anyone seeking support physically, mentally, emotionally, or energetically. Man. Woman. Child. Animal. Any living being. Before our session, you’ll complete an intake form so I can understand what you’re currently experiencing and begin tuning in before we meet.
Then we meet privately on Zoom. Once we start, you receive. That’s it. You don’t have to know how to meditate. You don’t have to understand energy. You don’t have to say the right thing. You don’t have to do anything.
Sometimes I’ll tell you what I’m perceiving or explain where I’m being brought. Sometimes something comes up that wasn’t on your intake form at all. We follow it.
This is a direct receiving experience centered around Christ Light, vital energy, healing, and restoration.
20 MINUTES | $233
CHRISTOS HEALING LIGHT SESSION
MAYBE YOU DON’T NEED A HEALING SESSION. MAYBE YOU NEED SOMEONE TO SHOW YOU WHAT YOU CAN’T SEE.
You know you’re not where you want to be. That part is obvious. The problem is you have no idea what actually needs to change to get you where you want to go. You’ve thought about it. Analyzed it. Probably talked about it. Maybe you’ve already done a ridiculous amount of work on yourself. And you’re still standing in the same place.
That’s where the BREAKTHROUGH SESSION comes in.
THE BREAKTHROUGH SESSION
I used to think a breakthrough meant knowing exactly what was standing in front of you and finally figuring out how to overcome it. I don’t anymore. Most of the time, the real problem is that you can’t see what’s standing in front of you. You know something is off. You know you’re stuck. You know there’s somewhere else you want to be. But you don’t know what is actually keeping you here. That’s what we find.
And once you can see it, sometimes you get to the other side and look back thinking: I can’t believe THAT was the thing keeping me limited for this long. It wasn’t impossible to move through.
You just couldn’t see it from where you were standing.
THERE IS NO FORMULA FOR THIS.
Every session is different. You can come to me with questions. We’ll go through them. You can come with a specific situation that you cannot figure out. We’ll look at it. Or you can sit down and say: “I don’t know what I need. I just know I’m supposed to be here.” That works too. When I work with someone, I tune in. Sometimes what comes through is your highest self. Sometimes it’s Source. Sometimes it’s Christ consciousness.
Sometimes I’ll say something during a session and barely remember it afterward because I wasn’t sitting there consciously trying to figure out what to tell you. I was the conduit. And sometimes the thing we end up talking about has absolutely nothing to do with what you thought you came to talk about. Good. We’re not here to follow a script. We’re here to get to what actually matters.
WHO IS THIS FOR?
It’s for the person who is tired of saying they want something to change while continuing to live exactly the same way. Awareness is great. But eventually, knowing you’re stuck isn’t enough. You have to do something about it.
FOR THE MAN:
Maybe you’re fed up with the man you’re currently being. Maybe it’s the way you’re showing up in your household. Your marriage. With your kids. With your father. With your parents. Maybe you constantly feel like you have something to prove. You work harder. Provide more. Do more. Try harder.
And somehow the validation you’re looking for never comes. Because it can’t. External validation was never going to fix the problem. Maybe you know there’s another version of you underneath all of that, and you’re ready to figure out what has been keeping him buried.
FOR THE WOMAN:
Sometimes you need a perspective you cannot get from another woman. Men and women think differently. Our biology is different. We process things differently. That isn’t a flaw. It’s why we balance each other. Maybe you’re trying to understand your husband. Your son. Your father. Or another masculine figure in your life. Maybe you cannot understand why there continues to be a disconnect or why the two of you cannot seem to build a bridge between your perspectives.
Sometimes you need to see the situation through a masculine lens. That is something I’ve grown to love bringing into these sessions. This isn’t a formula. And I’m not here to give you another identity to put on top of the one you already have. I’m going to show you what you can’t currently see. Then we deal with it.
90 MINUTES | $899
THE BREAKTHROUGH SESSION
FOR THE MAN WHO NEEDS MORE THAN A BREAKTHROUGH.
THIS IS A FULL RETURN TO REAL MASCULINITY.
Not another conversation about the man you want to be. Not another realization you’ll think about for three days and then go right back to living the same way. Not another attempt to become more disciplined, more successful, more respected, more powerful, or more “masculine” while the same insecure man is still underneath it all pulling the strings.
REAL is where we strip all of it back.
The ego that needs to be right. The defensiveness that shows up the second you feel questioned. The need to prove yourself. The constant concern with how you’re perceived. The control disguised as protection. The emotional shutdown disguised as strength. The insecurity that replays over and over again in your head. The performance disguised as leadership.
The patterns you inherited from your father. The shit you swore you would never bring into your own marriage and somehow did anyway. The man who loves his family more than anything but knows they are still experiencing parts of him he doesn’t want to keep handing them.
This isn’t about fixing that man.
It’s about finding out who you are without him. Because underneath everything you learned to become is the man you were actually designed to be. A man who doesn’t need to demand respect because of the way he carries himself. A man who can lead without controlling. Protect without possessing. Provide without making his worth dependent on what he produces. Stand firmly without needing an enemy.
Love deeply without feeling weak. Be confronted without immediately defending himself. Admit when he’s wrong without losing himself. Know when to fight and when it’s just his ego looking for one.
That is real masculinity.
And REAL is eight weeks of returning to it.
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YOU DON’T HAVE TO WORK WITH ME TO BE HERE.
I mean that. You don’t have to buy anything. This portal is also a way for you to get to know me and decide for yourself whether what I say actually matches the way I live.
Because if I’m going to talk about authenticity, I better be authentic. If I’m going to tell you to stop being fake, I better not build an entire online persona that is fake. I’m not interested in sitting in some false position telling you how you should live your life.
I’ll show you how I live mine. What I’m walking through. Where I get challenged. What I’m learning. Where I’ve screwed up. How I change my perspective when I catch myself falling back into old patterns. And you can decide what you want to do with it. There are two ways to stay in my world completely free.
THE RETURN
FREE TELEGRAM COMMUNITY
The Return is where I share the things that are happening in real time. Stories. Perspectives. Conversations. Things I’m realizing in my own life, marriage, fatherhood, work, spirituality, and everything in between. If I’m going to tell you to be genuine, I want you to see that I actually live that way.
This is where you get to see it. No polished social media version. Just real life. Join the space. Listen. Take what applies to you. Leave what doesn’t.
LIVE TRANSMISSIONS
Every Thursday, we go live on YouTube. Bring your questions. Drop them in the chat. Listen to the conversation. You don’t have to be a client. You don’t have to purchase anything. Show up.
EVERY THURSDAY AT 10 PM MOUNTAIN TIME
NOTHING CHANGES IF NOTHING CHANGES.
It really is that simple. If you continue to make the same choices, show up as the same person, react the same way, avoid the same things, and tell yourself the same stories, you’re going to keep getting the same results.
There is never going to be a perfect time. There is never going to be a perfect place. Eventually, you have to make a different choice. And that choice doesn’t only affect you. Everything in your life responds to you. Your marriage responds to you. Your children respond to you. Your relationships respond to you.
The people around you respond to the person you are being. Stay the same and you’re probably going to keep getting the same responses.
Change who you are and everything around you now has something different to respond to. And when you return to who you were actually designed to be, you give the people around you the opportunity to do the same.
You don’t do that by telling everyone else who they need to become. You do it by finally being who you are. So stop waiting for the perfect time. If you know something needs to change, take the next step.